Yes "Gossip Girls" , really that's my 1st note with that name ! I know it's strange but if you don't know the meaning , it means those who talk too much . :S
Anyway, as you know I have a little about turkish culture and I know little too about their language but I am not bad :) , so I had found very good job in a turk. co and I think it was good !!
Maybe now you want to ask me why I say " I think " !. Well , it is very logical question because when I started in this job I was thinking I finally passed my 1st exam in life to have excellent chance in a respected company but actually I found I was completely wrong ...Ohh sorry my best persons of my life , I was nearly wrong !
Sorry I forgot the most important thing , " Gossip " , yeah , you know how much I hate this word ?! Really I hate it so much because it reminds me with some things I don't like in that company, exactly some secular turkish girls I have met where I was working there.
I did not say I hate them because I have many of turkish girlfriends and most of people who know me say I am open minded and I am ready to accept others thoughts.
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S.O is one of those girls. We can say about her " Secular " or not , really I am not sure !! but what I know she knows so much about religion , she was learning in islamic college and many times when I saw her listening to Samy Yousuf .
But why all theses contradictions , I can't understand ! I saw in her character a lot of things incompatible with her principles .
In my opinion, if you claim you are modern so you should do like same you wear , say and act. I know what you are thinking now, you want to tell me we are human and we are not angels, but really I am confused because all time I was finding people are doing against principles which were presenting where I grew up :(
After some weeks from my working start I was setting in the reception hall of company with some other girls , every body were talking and laughing because it 's the break and while every body are integrated, Miss Proud or S.O as her name is , came !! but how Miss Proud leave us alone !! how !!!! we are just veiled girls , those like her think that the veiled girl do not know anything about anything , she does not know maybe one of us at least have one foreign language and our level of education is very high more than hers especially her education is so simple to her position and in same time they say they are advanced people !!!
Now in Egypt you find us at least know one language because our girls are very ambitious and they aspire to high positions in all fields. But for sorry Miss Proud does not recognize it ! she is only thinking that if we will take off our scarves then we will be advanced !!
Anyway I do not like to make you sick :) ,when Miss Proud came with her friend , she interrupted us suddenly and said " ohhh really gossip girls , you are talking talking all times , do not set here , if you want to set, you have meeting room , you have engineers rooms and you can set there. " ( she did not know a bout that ugly old woman K.H who thinks herself still in twenty's with her little teenagers bag , that woman spends her times in meeting room all time as she has it :@ and if you try to set there for work she will scream like frog to your face arrogantly with her incomprehensible language and fake smile , "by the way she did like same with me before!")
While Miss Proud was talking and chattering I thought " Are we setting on her head !!, or we talking inside her earns !! ?"," Is not is our break time ?! or should we work in break times too ?! " or we are setting in class and we must put our hands on our mouthes like children ! haaa ,I admired.
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Later after some days I found Miss Proud talking so much with her friend and they looked like talking about some one , they were very happy with that talk .
I wondered is she normal girl like us?!, maybe she is chattering more than us and by the worst way !! , it was my irony from her then I wished I can box her face and tell her " Hey ,,, you are not genius as you think and we are distinguished more than you , you are poor girl needs to git red of her illusions because we are not stupid like you ! "
Actually I pity for myself because I should spirit for myself and not to be coward , we all should have high voice and scream to express ourselves anywhere and in front of any body.
But I could not make this because I am only an egyptian veiled girl in unfair world …
Note : It's only my writings and not condition to be real :):)
Please tell your real opinion , I will not be sad :)Noura Abdelghaffar
29.11.2010
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